So CS3216 is kicking off again with the first lecture starting today and yes, I’m tutoring again. I was just down at the prof’s blog and part of his kick-start post addressed his motivations for emotional-blackmailing asking his students to blog the course. Here is an excerpt:
The thing about blogs is that there’s some ownership. When a student blogs, it makes a statement about who he/she is. Very few people want to make a statement to others that “I’m a loser”.
In this light, when “forced” to blog, students will spend a lot more effort thinking about what to say and how they want to say it. It is not so much the blogging that the learning takes place, but in the agonizing over what to write where people will learn something.
They are forced to take stock of what they have heard/seen and draw conclusions. That’s important. Many people go through life not thinking hard about what they have see or heard.
I’m just gonna muse a little on that here.
Much of what the good prof said applies quite directly to why I continue investing my highly competed for time maintaining Between Linux and Anime. Okay I didn’t mean that quite in the self-important way it might sound – I just meant that I have so many things that I have to do, and so many more things that I want to do, and sadly much of those two sets don’t intersect. I had been thinking about it back when my old blog first vaporized, and that you are here gazing upon this page is evidence that I had decided that blogging is an endeavor worth keeping.
As the good prof notes, I have found that there is a profound difference between merely seeing/perceiving something, and writing about something. That something can literally be anything, a lecture, a text, an anime episode, an idea. You just wouldn’t think about it quite as much if you didn’t have to write about it. I should know for the countless times I had seen something, thought I had it well and nicely through my head, only to find myself later staring dismally at my screen, hopelessly stuck in my attempt to print it in language.
Almost universally, I end up being forced to kick back and think a little more. And yes, that goes for the post you’re reading too.
You could naturally go on to ask after the subject matter of those musings. Although this blog is called Between Linux and Anime, it is perhaps an open secret that the larger body of my writings are dedicated to the latter. So the question becomes, is anime a worthy target for blogging? I think so. When it comes down to it anime is a form of expression, and despite it being powered largely by the ludicrous purchasing power of the moe otaku horde, its fortunate that most studios still to varying extents acknowledge their more sophisticated audiences. And thus we still get anime that do make very interesting statements about larger things. And here’s the thing – most of those statements are really subtle. You need to think about it, and the milk is well worth it when you do. It is a very geek-gratifying thought I know, but I will allow myself the audacity of stating it this time: blogging anime gives me a nice way of spending time sailing my mind through finer things that lie outside the technical realms that I am presently naturally immersed in.
Before you pounce on me though, I’ll be first to own up here that I watch and blog brainless material too. Well, I don’t have any real excuse except that anime also doubles as my stress relief therapy. Read around those if you must ^^;
I’m not all that sure about not wanting to sound like a loser (since I probably sound idiotic half the time in here anyway), but another notable facet with blogging (as opposed to just writing), is that you know people will end up reading what you wrote, and you know that people can very easily respond if they want to. After some time you start to write while anticipating protest. And after some more time you start doing that in your head whenever you see things and start forming ideas and arguments. I think interaction is a key part of the experience and makes blogging a unique form of authorship. It helps to remind yourself that your head isn’t the only head in the cosmos.
Put in another light it means the readers, ie YOU, are indispensable :) So to end off this tl;dr post I’d like to again express appreciation to my readers. Thank you! And if any of you out there do not blog, I’d like to encourage you to consider it. It takes quite a bit of time and effort, yes, but it may well be worth it in the end.
And even if it is nothing else, let me tell you. It is fun.
Dustin
Funny Story!
Your professor is a genius :). I created my blog for all of the wrong reasons. It’s true I originally wanted to express myself and bring something new to the median. I, however, soon discovered after blogging Toradora and a few other series that I was looking for the same thing. That my definition of depth came down to whether or not the characters wore masks. Now I could be wrong, but it struck me somewhere along the line that my posts were ending up being about the same things. I actually gave up blogging for a little (long) while because I couldn’t think of anything to write, or more importantly, I didn’t wish to exert the effort to come up with things to write about.
The thing is I’m actually working on a book. I might never finish it and I’ve been working on it without starting it for two years. I was never quite satisfied, there were brilliant moments in my head, but I couldn’t make a cohesive story. I actually wrote myself into a corner around 28,000 words on a different book. I came back to blogging and as stated here it does take effort to think things through, but I found that actually helped. When I was forced to look at the different way stories were told it made me look seriously at the writing. I won’t claim to be great at it as I’ve definitely read people who write much better posts than me, but you know sometimes you just have to push on. I write my blogs now with this express purpose.
One is for the community :). I enjoy being here and that there are actually people who read my blog. Two it’s a real challenge. I’m actually about 7 posts away from my 100th and I’ve set it as my goal.
Wow this comment ended up being pretty long, but it was a pretty inspiring post. Sorry this ended up being about me, but can’t help that now. Blogging is great, I’m glad I wandered onto yours all that time ago.
Meimi
Quite frankly, I still don’t know why I started a blog this year. At first my friends were pestering me to make one. But eventually I found out that its the only place where I can truly be myself since I’m much more reserved in real life. ^^
Jason "moofang"
@ Dustin: I know what you mean. I had a similar experience when I first randomly decided to start blogging anime. After the first four or five posts I discovered that I was running out of anything new to examine and talk about. Nowadays I try to consciously pay more attention to shows that I like, and try to discern what’s different about the show. Somehow I’ve chugged on till today, and like you said it’s a real (and sort of fun) challenge to constantly try to improve, especially with all the other great posts out there.
28,000 words is actually pretty far and impressive. I know that I started writing a short story couple of years ago and I didn’t get past chapter three. Last year I had an idea for a Clannad After Story fanfic, but that one didn’t even begin hitting the paper, even though I thought about it quite a bit.
Great that you have only 7 posts left. Hope you don’t just vanish into thin air after you hit your target though ^^
@ Meimi: Lol, I started (personal) blogging all those years ago because of ‘peer pressure’ too. I guess the actual reason for originally starting to blog isn’t that important as long as it’s all good in the end, and we have fun and are able to express ourselves :)
dai1313
Well hell. I first started to try to blog… what 5 years ago? why? Because I was jelous of my best friend IRL. He had his own group of people that were his folowers/loyal minions on the Internet, and basically I wanted to make a name for my self.
So I tried blogging, wrote about 3 crappy posts on random stuff and then promptly lost interest. That was that. There is only so much effort a 7th grader will put into that sorta thing, ya know?
This was sorta before I became self aware as an anime addict. I think my awakining ocurred during the tv run of the melancholy of haruhi suzumia back in ’06 if I recall corectly . And I can’t remember if it was before or after (probably after) that time where I stumbled across “Anime on My Mind” or present day blogsuki, and that is where I was introduced to anime blogging.
Of course I have only been anime blogging for a few months now but that’s basically the story of how I got here… I guess…
For me I think the primary reason that I am writing is because it helps me organize my thoughts. Yea, pretty much the same reason that the professor gave. Wow, what an impressive professor.
Jason "moofang"
Haha I like how you phrase some things: “loyal minions”, “became self-aware”, “awakening”. Thanks for sharing, and hope you keep at it (blogging) ;)
Wonder if I should direct Yoda-Prof over to see all the praise he’s getting :P
blur
Having been blogging for a year now, I am probably the only guy who started blogging to improve his control of the English vocabulary. Lol… Which I’m sad to say, is now more warped then ever after being expose to both the western and eastern blogging culture.
Have yet to come across anyone else who too started blogging to improve their English.
Jason "moofang"
I think that’s a fairly common reason where I come from actually (which is also where you come from if I remember correctly :P ). If it makes you feel less lonely I do it (blog) in part to keep my own language control from slipping too. I still find it hard to properly articulate some things and am hoping that writing regularly will make me better at it.
Keiri
Wow. Very profound I must say! I agree with everything your professor said! :)
Reading your opinions on this reminded me of the time when I started blogging. I remember wanting to start an Anime blog because I had too much to say sometimes (I used to flood some blogs’ comment boxes with tl;dr walls of text). Plus, I love having discussions with people. Those became my motivation to start something on my own. And yes, I agree about needing to put more thought into things when it comes to writing. When I want to write a review about say, an Anime episode, I find that I tend to pay more attention to it and contemplate over the events that happened. I guess it helps me to observe the more subtle things which I tend to overlook, which in turn makes for a more satisfying watch.
Jason "moofang"
Hehe thanks. He says some amazing things :) And yeah, I agree with the part about seeing things you used to overlook and making for a more satisfying watch, though sometimes I find myself wishing I could try going back to the time when I just took everything at face value and see what I would feel about the same shows :P
Thanks for dropping by and sharing :)
blur
@Jason
Only after I started mingling around online, did I realize the huge amount of local bloggers. But have not come across anyone who does it to improve their vocabulary yet (specifically). Or at least admits to it. Lol…
Instead, most just does it to pass time, share their interests, etc. The usual stuffs.
Not to self-pimp… but I guess that makes us slightly unique.
Hahaha.
Jason "moofang"
Haha perhaps :P